Thursday, January 16, 2014

Paradise Lost

Paradise lost. My Mom. Prettiest, nicest, sweetest, smartest, kindest soul you could ever meet. And she's gone. I'm not sure why. And I'm supposed to go on. I'm not sure how. 

She and I shopped and got a lot of our Christmas shopping done. We had a ball. Then I had to "celebrate" Christmas without her. What a tremendous loss.  She was an angel on earth and now she's an angel in Heaven. Feathers make their way into my presence almost everyday.  She still helps me in life without even physically being here. Lights flicker when my sis and I sit at our table. Courtney and I had the same exact dream about her at the same time one night. Just us three walking. In a cottage somewhere. Outside. Green grass. She made my life worth living. Now what. I have to be strong for my 2 boys 1 & 4 years old. At least she got to meet them. And love them. I hope they remember her -at least her love she has for them. She was 69.
I miss you, Marmy. 
Love, Tate

YaYa, Nana, Nana Kate 
Mom, Mama, Marmie, Mum
Kathy, Kate, Kat, Katya

Saturday's Child 
My Mother, my best friend.